Tuesday, May 29, 2012


I wrote two months ago that I was going to try and stay boring for the rest of my pregnancy.

Well, I was pretty boring.

I could have written about my doctor's appts and ultrasounds.

I could have posted about my baby shower that took place on the weekend of a tornado outbreak.

I could have told you that I had some trips to labor and delivery with contractions that were regular, painful but not changing my cervix.

I could have. I should have.  I would have.  But I didn't.

I should probably share this, though.

On Monday, May 21, at 36 weeks and 1 day pregnant, our sweet baby boys were born.

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

New Pics, But Not The Photo Challenge Kind...

Hi, slacker here.

Taking pics, not posting them.  That's the name of this game.  Still participating in Scrambled Eggs' March Photo Challenge.  Still taking those pics. Still not posting them.  Motivation is NOT my strongsuit, peeps.

Here are some pics, though.  They are my maternity proofs by an amazing photographer who will be taking the twins' newborn pics and some family pics as well when the babes are six months old or so.  The gallery will be up until Monday night (3/19) at midnight (CST), so if you are reading this post after that time and cannot access the pics, that is why.

Anyway, without further blah, blah, blahing...

Go to Beth Jansen Photography.

click "enter site"

click "proofing"

enter "jackson"  (all lower case)

Honest to blog, my photo challenge pics are coming soon. :)

Friday, March 9, 2012

This and That Friday

I have been vacant this week, but for good reasons, nothing bad.

DH was out of town for work and I had a friend come visit me to keep me company, keep me sane, and (to be honest) help me the heck out.  The days of DH being gone and me just "handling it" are o-v-e-r.  I'm too big, too tired, and too big and tired to go it alone.

So, my wonderful friend K, came all the way from Y-town, Ohio to spend a few days, share a bunch of laughs, and make a freezer full of meals to keep us going on days when it's all just too much.  This is incredibly kind of her, as she works a job where when she does not work, she does not get paid.  Also, she is struggling with IF herself, and will be going down the path of donor eggs starting this summer. I know it was not easy for her to be here, but we talked a lot about it and she knows I am there for her no matter what. She, in turn, is there for me - no matter what.  Our friendship is one of my longest and dearest.

I did go to the OB on Monday, all is well and next visit is my glucose test - blech.

I also saw my specialist for my monthly u/s and the boys are growing great. Almost two pounds each! Back for another u/s in four weeks with him.

Also, I am STILL participating in Scrambled Eggs' March photo challenge. You would be surprised how excited I am to capture each day's photo when you compare it with how much I loathe uploading pictures. I have a post with all pics forthcoming!!

Signing off, I had my maternity pictures done last week and although the proofs will not be ready for another week, my photographer posted a "teaser" photo on her blog and I thought I would share it. For anyone who wants to see it, just click this link!

Friday, March 2, 2012

Pic Challenge

In an effort to be steady as a rock and as boring as possible for the month of March (boring, as in no-more-pregnancy-drama-boring) I am linking up with Scrambled Eggs and doing a month-long daily photo challenge.  I'm not behind already! I did take a picture yesterday, just didn't get around to posting it until now.

Day 1: A self-portrait

Haha, a look my DH sees.....A LOT.

And as far as my kidneys are concerned, I'm still uncomfortable and it hurts to pee. In all honesty, I'm not really straining my pee like I should, but I know for sure I haven't passed anything, so I'm not really bothering with it.  I go to the OB on Monday and am going to have them test my urine again. I'm *hoping* for some answers then.  The important thing is that I'm not contracting. And in nowhere near the amount of pain I was in last Friday.

Happy Weekend! And yay for fun photo challenges!!

Monday, February 27, 2012

Please Send Love....

....to Emily and her three babies born last night at 26 weeks gestation.  The babies are doing well so far, but I'm sure they could all use your thoughts and prayers that the coming weeks go smoothly!!

Saturday, February 25, 2012

Staying Put

Wow, first and foremost thank you all so much for the kind thoughts and prayers for me and my boys.  Emily and Unaffected, I appreciate all the troops you rallied up to support me.  I don't know what else to say, but thanks!

I really wanted to update sooner, but have been resting and catching up on my eating today. Yesterday was very long and scary.  All I ate was cereal at breakfast, so today I've been feeding these babies, who are happily still growing in my "ute" (as Emily would say)!

Okay, so yesterday morning, I woke up feeling like crap. The night before, we had gone to an NBA game and we didn't get in until late. I had to get up early with my DSs and get them ready for school. I attributed the late night before to my low backache and on and off cramping. I sat for most of the morning and drank water, hoping they would subside. In a two hour time period, I timed 21 contractions. All with accompanying low back pain. I knew I had to call my doc. On my way to the phone, I stopped in the bathroom to pee. When I wiped, there was a big bloody glob of mucous on the tp (sorry for the TMI). I wiped again and there was blood. I stayed calm, but pretty much decided then and there that I was in labor. I've never had back labor before, but I thought maybe that's what was going on. I called my OB and they told me to go straight to labor and delivery.

When I got there, I got hooked up and was contracting about 5 minutes apart. The babies looked great. Strong heartbeats (132 &150) but we had to get the contractions stopped and quickly. My doc didn't want to stir anything up by checking my cervix manually, so they brought an u/s machine in and measured it/looked at it abdominally. Long and closed, thank god!

They didn't want to jump straight to mag sulfate, so they gave me a shot in the back of my arm (some sort of muscle relaxer) to calm my uterus. It didn't work. Just made me shaky and hyper and my heart race. An hour later, I was begging for the mag, anything to stop the contractions and keep my babies safe. The gave me a shot of dem.erol and phener.gan. I was still in pain and contracting regularly, but was loopy and cared less about the pain, the medicine was just making me foggy and out of touch with reality. It was awful. I hated not feeling like I was in control, not feeling like I could advocate for myself and my babies like I should have been able to.

During that time, they tested my urine and saw that it contained elevated white cells. Couple that with the back pain and they decided the pain was coming from the kidneys, not back labor. They did an u/s on my kidneys and it came back negative. I was so frustrated thinking that we were back to square one and I was in labor. My doc disagreed, though. He said that a lot of times, in the early stages or with small stones, they aren't easily detected on an u/s. Sometimes, you have to take the "wait and see" approach. He ordered another shot of dem.erol and phener.gan and this one knocked me out. For like three hours. When I woke up, I had an IV in my left arm and was already on my second bag of fluids. DH informed me that the contractions had pretty much stopped and that I was only having maybe one or two an hour. I had to pee, but they made me go in a strainer to see if I passed anything. I didn't, but it was painful and only came out in a small stream. Ouch.

They decided that the contractions were just my uterus reacting to me being in pain from my kidneys. Once we got the pain under control, the contractions stopped. My doc said the ONLY reason my cervix stayed nice and closed was because Baby A was no longer head down, but had flipped transverse and was pretty high up. (Good boy, babe!!) Had he been head down, I would have been effacing and dilating. We were so relieved to get this news!

They traced heartbeats and contractions for another hour and then I was allowed to go home. I got a third dose of pain meds/anti-nausea and came home and passed out. I have to pee in a strainer to see if I pass anything. If I do pass something, they want me to bring it in and have it tested to see what it is I need to stay away from the rest of the pregnancy, food-wise.

Today, I am just trying to stay on top of the pain and rest. It is uncomfortable to pee, so I'm hoping I will pass something soon.

As for the mucous plug, I took it to the hospital with me in a zip.loc bag and my doc said it was a good thing I came in when I did. He thinks that the plug will replenish itself. We just need to keep a close eye on my cervix at all my appts from here on out.

Well, that was a book. Sorry to keep you all waiting for an update. So thankful that these babies are still with me and baking!!

Thanks again for all the blog love! And to my new followers, I will follow you back!

Friday, February 24, 2012

In Labor and Delivery

Having contractions all morning. Lost a big bloody plug, too.

Can't have these baby boys just yet.

Please pray.